Valentīndienas pantiņi un dzejoļi

Why you had to come into my life?
If I didn?t asked you to come.
You hit, you break, you stole my life.
You hurt me with your words.
You break me with your eyes.
You stole my life going away from me.
Why you left me here alone?
If I never asked you to leave.
You made me happy, strong and gorgeous.
I?ve been happy with you, my love.
Now I?m strong, when you?re gone.
I?ve been gorgeous, when you loved me.
Now I?ll be your sweetest poison.
Which will kill you!
I?ll make your life into nightmare,
Like you did it with mine.
I?ll make you cry,
Like I was crying at nights.
You can?t be able to sleep,
You?ll be thinking all time about me.
You?ll scream when I look into your picture,
And I?ll die without you, my darling.

I live in my dreams,
But my dreams will never come true.
They?re just dreams,
And they never realize.
Why can?t I live like you?
Why I have to keep the pain inside?
Why just I can?t let it go?
My life is one big nightmare,
And it never be paradise.
I want to live a normal life,
But it never realize.
Why can?t I live like you?
Why I have to keep the pain inside?
Why just I can?t let it go?
But I?m strong and I live.
I don?t cry and I don?t scream.
I just live in my dreams and nightmare,
And it?s really hard and faded.
I just lie and lie to you.
I can?t be perfect like you are,
And I always be nobody in this life,
In this cold, dark world.
Why can?t I live like you?
Why I have to keep the pain inside?
Why just I can?t let it go?
I can?t trust anymore,
And I don?t believe someone.
Everybody was lying to me
Not once, but many times.
Why can?t I live like you?
Why I have to keep the pain inside?
Why just I can?t let it go?
But I?m strong and I live
I don?t bleed and I don?t betray,
I just lie and don?t believe,
And it?s really strange and difficult.

Look into my eyes,
Look into my soul.
My eyes are full of pain,
My soul is alone.
Today, tomorrow, everyday
I?ll feel the pain,
I?ll be alone.
That?s my everyday.
Some say that I?m crazy,
Other say that I?m perfect,
But I know that I?m not crazy,
And I?m not perfect.
Today, tomorrow, everyday,
I?ll lie to myself,
I?ll bluff to you.
That?s my life.
Look into my heart,
Look into my mind
My heart is ripped,
My mind is in the air.
Today, tomorrow, everyday,
I won?t love you,
I?ll fly like a bird.
That?s so strange and unreal.
Live my life,
Feel my feelings.
My life is a nightmare,
I feel pain inside.
Today, tomorrow, everyday,
My life will be like hell,
I?ll die inside myself.
That?s so difficult and faded.

Who am I in this life?
I?m nothing, zero.
Why I was born in this world?
To feel the love,
Or be loved?
I know that I never will love someone,
And nobody will love me.
Why I?ll never love someone?
That?s a good question!
But why you break my heart?
Is that girl better than me?
Or I?m too ugly for you?
You know that I loved you,
I was addicted to you.
But now I?m strong enough,
And nobody will hurt me again.
Now I will break everybody?s heart,
I?ll be like you!
But somehow I?ll be better,
I won?t break my lovers heart,
Because I won?t have lover!
I don?t want to kill him,
Like you did it with me.
You kill me once,
But you won?t kill me twice,
I?m not so stupid!
When you hurt me,
I was bleeding and screaming,
I was crying inside my soul,
And I was lying to everybody.
But now, when I know,
That it was just illusion of my love to you,
I just want to laugh and laugh.
I loved you only in my mind,
I thought that I love you with my heart,
But it was my illusion.
Now I know
That I really never loved you!
Do you ever love me?
Tell me the truth.
Is that so hard to you?
Will you die telling me truth?
Are afraid to hurt me?
But I know that you can?t hurt me.
You hurt me once, but twice you cannot.
I?m just too strong for your truth,
And your truth will make me stronger and stronger.
Soon I?ll be unbreakable
And than I?ll live forever,
Without love and you.

This is the moment when I think about you,
About your feelings to me.
In this moment I think that you just playing with me.
Not playing just with me,
Even with my soul and heart.
You know what I feel,
What I feel to you.
You know that I really love you,
And it?s killing me inside.
Sometimes I think that I don?t have a heart,
I think that someone has ripped my heart out of me
And that someone is really you.
Today you?re with me,
Today you?re mine
Tomorrow you?re with someone else,
Tomorrow you?re won?t be mine.
How many girls do you have?
Why do you just can?t tell the truth?
The truth that you really don?t love me,
That you just playing with me.
That you don?t want to be with me,
But with that someone else.

Es gribu mīlēt Tevi,
Kā saule mīl puķes rītausmā,
Es gribu mīlēt Tevi,
Kā vējš mīl kokus diendusā,
Es gribu mīlēt Tevi,
Kā jūra mīl smiltis liedagā,
Es gribu mīlēt Tevi,
Kā sirds mīl sirdi klusībā,
Es gribu mīlēt Tevi,vēl un vēl
Vismīļākajā tuvībā...

Atļauj man aiziet, neko nesakot...
Atļauj man palikt, neko nedarot...
Atļauj man dzīvot, Tevi nemīlot...

Šais'' aukstajās naktīs un dienās,
Kad Tu staigā vientuļš un skumjš
No debesīm ir sācis krist sniegs.
Zem šim pelēkajām debesīm,
Lietus un saule nebūs ilgu laiku redzamas.
Sniegs gurkst zem Tavām kājām kā
Biezputra pilna ar zemeņu zapti.
Tavas asaras pārtop par sāļu jūras ūdeni,
Kas ir kā nokusis sniegs pavasarī.
Bet Tava sirds klusītēm pielavās man
Un atņem manu sauli, ziedus un prieku.
Atstājot man skumjas un vientulību.
Bet Tu aizej laimīgs tālāk savu taku
Ar sauli virs Tevis un ar prieku dūšu manu.
Bet man tagad jācieš Tavs ziemas aukstums
Un vientulība bez Tava pieskāriena.
Tas nozīmē: man ir jāiet tālāk pakaļ Tev un
Jāmeklē atpakaļ sava dzīves taka.
Un tā no gada uz gada........

Es šonakt no vientulības nobeigšos... Es gribu skūpstīt Tavu karsto pieri, Tavas sārtās lūpas, es gribu aizmigt klausoties kā Tu elpo, jūtot Tavu maigo ādu piespiedies Tev cieši klāt, dzirdot Tavu sirdi, kas dauzās līdz ar manējo, jūtot Tavu smaržu, kas uzbudina un apreibina kā ziedošas ievas un jasmīni agrā vasaras rītā, kad viss ir norasojis... Tu man ļoti pietrūksti...

Kā gribētos pie Tevis būt tagad..
Vienu nakti vēl pie Tevis.
Es zinu, ka Tev es nepatīku ...
Tikai, kad Tu pagriezies ...
Un ar savu saulaino smaidu uzsmaidi kādai ...
Tikai ne man ...
Man sirds sāp tik ļoti ...
Kāpēc Tu tā dari ...
Kāpēc sāpini mani tik ļoti ...
Tik gaidu to brīdi ...
Kad mēs būsim kopā ....
Kā gribētu, lai savu smaidu Tu dod man ...
Kā gribētu es dzirdēt Tavu balsi ...
Kā gribētu Tevi just ...
Bet Tu tikai pasmaidi ...
Tikai ne jau man ...
Man Tu dod aukstu skatienu ..
It kā es nekas nebūtu ...
Un es jau sāku pierast pie tā ...
Un man sāk likties ...
.... es tiešām nekas neesmu ....
Es neesmu pelnījusi ko citi ...
Man nav lemts....
Nebūsim mēs nekad draugi ...
Un vairāk nevar vēlēties. ..
Un man nākas Tevi aizmirst ...
Kaut sirds to nespēj ....
Tikai Tu ... kopā mēs abi ...
Tikai ... manos sapņos ...............