My heart fly

My heart fly
In the sky
But my mind
Do not understand
Why my soul is so empty
And my feels is still strong?
My heart is free like the wind
In the sky
Bright like the star
Near the moon
But I do not know why
It can not love
Any more…
Maybe it is afraid
Of arrow
Which can broke it again?

This is the moment when I think about you

This is the moment when I think about you,
About your feelings to me.
In this moment I think that you just playing with me.
Not playing just with me,
Even with my soul and heart.
You know what I feel,
What I feel to you.
You know that I really love you,
And it’s killing me inside.
Sometimes I think that I don’t have a heart,
I think that someone has ripped my heart out of me
And that someone is really you.
Today you’re with me,
Today you’re mine
Tomorrow you’re with someone else,
Tomorrow you’re won’t be mine.
How many girls do you have?
Why do you just can’t tell the truth?
The truth that you really don’t love me,
That you just playing with me.
That you don’t want to be with me,
But with that someone else.

Who am I in this life?

Who am I in this life?
I’m nothing, zero.
Why I was born in this world?
To feel the love,
Or be loved?
I know that I never will love someone,
And nobody will love me.
Why I will never love someone?
That’s a good question!
But why you break my heart?
Is that girl better than me?
Or I’m too ugly for you?
You know that I loved you,
I was addicted to you.
But now I’m strong enough,
And nobody will hurt me again.
Now I will break everybody’s heart,
I will be like you!
But somehow I will be better,
I won’t break my lovers heart,
Because I won’t have lover!
I don’t want to kill him,
Like you did it with me.
You kill me once,
But you won’t kill me twice,
I’m not so stupid!
When you hurt me,
I was bleeding and screaming,
I was crying inside my soul,
And I was lying to everybody.
But now, when I know,
That it was just illusion of my love to you,
I just want to laugh and laugh.
I loved you only in my mind,
I thought that I love you with my heart,
But it was my illusion.
Now I know
That I really never loved you!
Do you ever love me?
Tell me the truth.
Is that so hard to you?
Will you die telling me truth?
Are afraid to hurt me?
But I know that you can’t hurt me.
You hurt me once, but twice you cannot.
I’m just too strong for your truth,
And your truth will make me stronger and stronger.
Soon I will be unbreakable
And than I will live forever,
Without love and you.

Look into my eyes

Look into my eyes,
Look into my soul.
My eyes are full of pain,
My soul is alone.
Today, tomorrow, everyday
I will feel the pain,
I will be alone.
That’s my everyday.
Some say that I’m crazy,
Other say that I’m perfect,
But I know that I’m not crazy,
And I’m not perfect.
Today, tomorrow, everyday,
I will lie to myself,
I will bluff to you.
That’s my life.
Look into my heart,
Look into my mind
My heart is ripped,
My mind is in the air.
Today, tomorrow, everyday,
I won’t love you,
I will fly like a bird.
That’s so strange and unreal.
Live my life,
Feel my feelings.
My life is a nightmare,
I feel pain inside.
Today, tomorrow, everyday,
My life will be like hell,
I ‘ll die inside myself.
That’s so difficult and faded.